The wife experience

Long time no see, she said. She got blind for my fault. She got blind because i wasn't strong enough to teach her how to see never seen stuff. Once again i'd gained my ticket to hell not knowing when the fuck that ship will be ready to set sail. Actually i didn't even know if it will to set sail at all. I got used to feeling guilty so fast that i didn't even had the time to change the way i lived my religious life. So... i murder her. Thats the way euthanasia works for me. I felt pity of my own guilt... so die bitch, die!

The reason i'm writing in a foreing lenguage?
it's quite stupid and smart, you see... it's because my wife, the word, get me horny with kinky toughts... but then i cheat her with my lover, the song...
So i came with this great idea... i'll write in english to make the having sex expirience with my wife a all new world... i bet you doesn't even see this coming, hu?

If you are reading this, it means that you may or may not be aware of a better knowlege of this lenguage, so... if you are... be patience, it's my first time.